What do I choose

Well I am in this place right now where I am blogging a lot, I also Like to use the stickies to jot down my thoughts, and I like to write in my journal, and I want to use my typewriter more. Have I picked to many avenues for myself to communicate(with God, people, myself, jenny). Do I need to focus on one or two, Should I make the blog very informative and My personal journal(which is extremely nice might I add) more insiteful? With all this new time on my hands how do I find good ways to expressive again. When I write a lot in my blog I feel like I have exhausted my thoughts and don't feel much like writing with a pen, in a paper journal, and vise versa. Does anybody have any ideas? Should I just not be lazy and use all of them. By the way my type writer is cool.

wireless internet is everywhere

i am at lense crafters, and i am connected to the internet, i love it. I promise I will actually have meaningful blogs soon, i just love being wireless.

She's happy and I am happy

We are both happy with our new purchase, which makes me feel so much better about it, and she thought it was going to cost so much more, when I told her how much it cost she was relieved.

I am still kind of trying to get used to the Mac computer this is our first one and the prettiest one on the block.

I got it

ohh yeah I got it.
I got the new computer. Its beautiful. 12" powerbook. Yes I love it. I love it. Man I spent too much money on it though, I might be in trouble.

I cant sleep

You see I have this problem. I can sleep. I want to sleep, I like to sleep, I like sleeping next to my new wife. She is comfortable and soft and smells good. I just sit in bed and cant sleep. I want to sleep. Tomorrow is Christmas, maybe. I might be getting in my apple card, so I can go buy me a new toy. But I cant wait. Its not just the waiting that wont let me sleep. The last two weeks I haven't been able to sleep. I drank some wine, some beer, nothing. I watch the news, the boring channels, old cheers reruns. Which I love. I think I love Ted dungeon. Becker, cheers, two great shows. Anyway. I cant sleep. Its killing me. The only thing I haven't tried yet is reading. But its to dark in the room for that. Maybe I need a book light. Yes. Tomorrow I get my apple and my booklight. Then I will be able to sleep. I can sleep in the morning, just not at night. Why not. I like sleeping at night that's when jenny sleeps. She is hot, I like sleeping next to her. i sometimes run, that still wont help. I cant fall a s l e e p.

Quick thought

First of all kites xanga site is amazingly honest and insiteful.
second,
we are freed from the law, right, but we still try to follow the law, does the law still have any part in our lives now?

We might be getting a powerbook

So about the last 3 years I have wanted and dreamed and planned and wanted to buy a powerbook, I might be doing it. If my credit is approved I will soon be holding a small piece of mankind most powerful inventions, the computer, in a very attractive case. I am giddy. Stupid to be so excited about a computer...Yes. I might be a nerd. But my nerdness, isn't as bad as it could be. I will still put on my Guinness pajamas and drink my woodford reserve and smoke my pipe and read my books.

When I was younger I made a mental list of things I would like to do and own,
1. Get married to my best friend, check
2. live in a neiborhood where I could walk to the grocery store, check
3. Drink scotch or whisky in the cold, check
4. Own a manual typewriter, check
5. Learn to love fine wine and beer, check
6. Drive across the country with my wife, check
7. Have great camping gear, check
8. Go to another country, not check
9. Own a apple laptop, not check
10. Sit by a pond and drink wine with my wife, not check

I am sure my mental list is longer but I forget sometimes.

oh yeah, I am done with school, so the apple would be a graduation present. And jenny has a real job now. Things are very good. We are blessed daily even if we don't see it. Gods goodness is more apparent to me right now, which is sad, I wish I could focus on his goodness more consistently.