rainy week

this week has been too long, like one of those weeks that can not get better just longer.
lets start with monday, wake up watch 24, starts cool...nature calls...nature clots the ultimate invention of the modern world, my porcaline meditaion seat...i caught it just in time to only dump about 2 gallons of water on the floor...after cleaning up i found out i had a hole from the bathroom to the kitchen ceiling light. so that sucked. tuesday my lack of edjumacation made me feel useless, then work...then i neglected my wife, then wed i woke up finished a sad book, got a bad hair cut, and now i sit in bed typing, next to my over worked wife and i feel responsible. ohh yeah i am watching really bad sci-fi tv.

i need to read more. be smarter. work more. eat less. work out. be a better husband. better friend, brother, son. and my neck hurts.

my wife is so cool, she is hot and deserves flowers

I am going to go to the store and buy my wife a crazy amount of flowers. Do we ever really appreciate what we have, i dont want to lose the chance to appreciate her

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I have no idea what to do. A couple years ago I thought I knew what I wanted to do as far as career, now I am not sure, which I am not worried about, but I think I should be. I mean jenny and I have so many things we want to do, not necessarily careers. We want to live in a foreign country, we want to be forest rangers, hike the mountains, live near the beach, none of these can really happen if I have a career. At least jens career has summers off. What should I do. Maybe I will go back to school, but I need to be paid to do it.

man its cold

the cold changes all my feeling about everything. I want to grow a beard, drink hot cider, make carmel apples, have a fireplace in my livingroom.
I love this weather but it also brings up a lot of feelings for the poor. this weather is really hard on the homeless. We need to be praying that they can find places to live, at least for the winter, and we need to be looking at our old coats and sleeping bags and money that we could spend to help them through the winter months. They say that the homeless get the most attention during the holiday season...well maybe thats good since this is the season that could be the hardest for them to survive in. so i hope that as we see a homeless person on the street we will make the effort to give them our coat, or buy them a meal or take them to a warm place and listen to them like jesus would listen to them. Lets not judge them lets look at them as people, not hobos or drunks. we need help if we can stand in our houses and look at them with judgement and pretend that we have it together so much better than them.

yummy, its in season