about the last post

I think the camera should be a group effort. Every one that reads this blog donate a dollar, then I will be 3 dollars closer to buying the camera. Then in return I will take pictures and post them on this site. awsome pictures too.

dogs barking and baby poop

That is what my house is full of.
I have just finished a 6 day work week...yes thats normal for most people but not me. I got soft only working 4 days a week. Who ever invented 10 hour work days was awsome. I thank you inventer. I love the 10 hour day. I also love scrable, go, and my ipod. I am in the prosess of selling stuff to get a new camera. I think i sold all I can though. I sold my psp, and I am selling my 35mm SLR on ebay. The camera I have an eye on is like 600 bones. Its really sweet. I probably dont need it but I would like having a nice camera. I thought about a video camera, but I don't know what I would do with one. I never have memories other than my wedding, that I want to see over again in live action, I would rather see still pictures.

I should be sleeping

Well I am really tired and need to get to sleep, but I have been learning about how messing life can get. What happend to all the good things. I have so many people I know in very emotional positions, it really makes me feel uneasy. When will it happen to me. I think I am invincible but sooner or later, I will need somesort of wakeup call/unexplainable crapfest and I think it will come soon. I am sorry to those of you friends who have lost jobs, girls, and the way of life. I have a feeling I will be joining you for some reason.

if you were waiting...

I made it, I got to columbus. And I got first class which makes me feel spoiled. I am happy to be home and catch up on sleep. I have been very tired for a couple of days, now I recharge.

I am closer

Well I am not able to leave on my own airline, its still too full. The new plan is go from El Paso, buy purchased ticket to DFW on standby, to CMH on standby, if I get stuck in DFW I am going to be in trouble.

stay untill...

I didnt make any flights, I will try again tomorrow. This has been a snoozer, all day sitting, thank God for my toys and books.

my hopes were up

no they are down. I had a seat number, my heart pumped i felt like i was dreaming, I think i might of been, but they took it away. these flights are crazy full. reading the bible and war and peace while i wait.

only two flight missed so far, today

Well I am sure that nobody has been following my trip back from NM as closely as...well me, but I was only one forgoten alarm clock from making the 7:05 flight. But these last couple weeks I have been pondering on the fact that I have been putting very little trust in God. Its not that I don't trust God, its that I don't feel like I need God to turn gears in my life. I think I have been under the thinking that I have started to get it all under control, I have been making plans and backup plans and B-plans and C-plans and they don't involve much from God, except for him to do what I expect. I think I my role as my own god, has come to a end...at least till I forget he is my Leader.

the words of cash ring true

You can run on for a long time
Run on for a long time
Run on for a long time
Sooner or later God'll cut you down
Sooner or later God'll cut you down

still at the airport

my poor dad has been to the airport 3 times in the last 24 hours, 2 times before 5 am. I am really hoping to get on the airplane, I could be in bad shape if i can't make it. I am not to sure how my boss will take it. If you read this pray for me. God is in control

stuck

I am sleepy, no room in the inn(airplane)

On my way back already

Well the short trip to visit my parents is over for now, as I try to get on to heavily crowded airplanes, hoping for many people to hit thier snooze to many times or forget to set their alarm clock at all. It is almost mean how strong I feel people should fail. Ok I am grumpy on 2 hours of sleep. The trip has been worth it, I got to see Nathan see his favorite things...Balloons. I also got to see lots of family and eat great food. God has given me with a good job, with some good benefits

not first, 27th, middle seat

I got one more chance, I am actually just hoping I get on the flight from Dallas to Albuquerque, not many seats left but I am praying, well i dont think i actually have prayed but i am now, so i am not lieing on my blog, because God reads blogs.

on my way

Going to visit my parents, hopeing to get first class. not looking hopeful. still open seats in coach, but after you go first its hard to go back.

Go

Thanks matt for the game of Go, your 2 up. Next time your mine.

hard time falling asleep

The last week I have had the hardest time falling asleep. I dont know what to do, I think i am going to revert to the old method, listen to a sermon. although this triggers a similar reaction when I hear sermon and am not supposed to fall asleep.

Really good news, my sister has been trying to get pregnant for a while, and i found out yesterday i am going to have another nephew or neice.

Wings

What I am doing

If you have been sitting at home thinking..."what is cisco doing at this moment?" Well since you asked, I am sitting at Cup O Joes drinking an americano and cliff bar,(which is very in at the moment, will organic ever be out I wonder?) Studing aviation again since i am having to take my biennial review for my pilots licence. Its sometimes sad to think I have been a pilot for 2 years and only flown less than 10 hours. Sad but I still like I it. I love to fly its got to be one of the best feelings in the world.

2Pac and the wonders of technology

Its so good to come to a good coffee house,(cup O joe) and listen to someone elses 2Pac. I cant help but wonder, whos it is; the guy with an afro, or the white girl with pink thing in her hair. Does music play backwards if you put the left earphone in your right ear???

Fall makes me smile

The fall has come and brought warm air this week cool air the next, a fresh breeze with the sunrise amazing colors that get individually painted by the changing temperature, great smells that remind me of the season I met my wife.

Get LOST

Hey I have to be one of the coolest kids in town cause i watch lost, and am more excited for this season to start than i am about chicken wings. I am also tired, cause its late which is early for normal people. Matt needs to fly with Cisco