go, tie game

popcorn

when ideas become dreams then become expensive, its kind of depressing. things that get me excited make me feel like I have more of a reason to wake and be productive then they cost money and i realize scrabble championship is the answer.

bulb

we took these buy holding the shutter open, with a low apature.

no HDR pics

I have been trying to figure out why my "hdr" photos dont look quite right...well funny thing, my version of photoshop does not have the merge hdr option, i was using the merge panoramic option. so I think my aftereffect program might have the option, i just got to install it and try, if not i might have to buckle down and buy the program.

HDR

I heard about HDR photography from ben the korean and decided to try it out, my first couple of shots the picture is blurred, I used a table top tripod, but i dont think it was sturdy enough, and I cant figure out why the shadows are wierd. I used photoshops merge, option and i think it skrewed something up.

i am meeting more people

more and more people that seem to be "disenchanted" by life and church. why is so hard lately to be excited. I went to church last week for the first time in a while and felt like the teaching was the same old teching about the same charaters. nothing new. nothing to say, God bless you for making this world and the life I have. I guess what I am saying is it was boring.

i will not leave the house...

today everyone is freakin out of their minds with the insane notion they will save money on things they dont need, and everyone is crazy. I hope all of you that i care about dont die in the rampage of human greed and the true spirit of christmas gifts. why did anyone care that people called it x-mas anyway nobody even cares, what makes someone sad on christmas...they didnt get what they wanted. I admit i dont even usually think about it anymore now its just a good excuse to buy people things. so make it x-mas if you want. I should think about the j-man more than once a year (when i get a new ipod or more stuff) anyway. if i dont shame on me and i dont deserve the business end of a dogs ___ on christmas day.

we lost the pencil

My good friend matt and I decided on a whim, to take to the air for a little while. I let matt take the controls and he did pretty pretty good. I took pictures but the white balance was on incondecent light and they all got a blue tint. Its kind of cool. Oh and ladies I know you will notice matts new facial cut if you want matts email to send love letters let me know.

I got the new camera

well I did it I worked a lot of overtime and earned enough cash for the new camera. I took a couple of pics it takes really good photos.

Nancys

Oh man its so good to eat good food. I had been trying to think of something to eat for about 2 hours and I seem to be heavily influenced by things I read(which happens to be Jack Kerouac, On the road) so I started imagining if I was on a long road trip across the country what would I want to eat, where would I want to eat? Well the answer is Chicken and noodles, black coffee, pie, and bread...at nancys. It was all it could be, and I am so freakin full it hurts.

12 inch fingers

I just spent yesterday doing the job of 20 migdets with 12 inch fingers. My back is crazy sore. Its was a good job i felt like i earned the money. sometimes i dont always feel that way. after a long day i try to explain why I am so tired and sore but nobody understands why taking 12 small metal door stops off should take 11 hours and make me sore except the guy i worked with. I put his blogs link up, he is the korean guy.

I was talking with my friend matt the go player, we were asking ourselves if we would be in the same place today, unsatisfied, somewhat depressed, asking for purpose and why we wake up, in 25 years. then he bought a danish and i had a bite.

thanks for coming

Great party last night, thank you everyone for coming, I woke up this morning and the whole house was cleaned up. It was great to have so many friends come over and celebrate jens birthday. I think it was time for us all to party.

My Mac is home

Apple took good care of my Mac and she is back in my hands with a new battery and CD drive, it feels good to have an old friend back. I started reading Kerouac, On The Road. pretty pretty good.

war and peace

i hate pc's i just wrote my final thoughts on the book since i finished it and it got erased!!! I miss my mac.

today i am left alone

I might be to dramatic about it...but I am taking my mac to be sent out today, I am not excited about it but I need to do it. It the first time its been on its own.

Good company last night chillin with Matt and Serenity, nerding out on Lost, watching a New World,(NOVA) and eating some NM style burgers, green chile in a tortilla. Thank you matt for the company.

my mac is sick

I need to send my computer to apple so it will stop throwing up my cds, it will be gone like 5 days, they say. I am real sad, i am going to miss her.

i sleep

thats what I do, I sleep and miss things. I slept through the french kicks last nights, I slept through the OSU game on saturday, I sleep a lot, and I am tired of sleeping.

not moving

Well I have not moved...not physically...more spiritually. I dont do anything. I started thinking about my relationship with my wife and how I have been kind of selfish, and started blaming her.(before I realized i was being selfish) Then I started thinking about all my relationships, mostly me and the big man up stairs. Then I thought of how I could try and make more of an effort, and started thinking of maybe going to a small group or something churchy, then I thought how did the disciples get closer to God. it seems they did stuff like walk, drink and eat, and help heal and feed people. well I do a couple of those things already but I am thinking of the feeding. maybe that will get me moving.