Sunday morning i had to work, i hate when i have to work sunday, it really takes something from my life...it takes the quality time i have with jen away and it takes a tole on my spiritual life to not have that community and spiritual food. I mean working for me the last couple of years at wedgewood has been good, i have met lots of friends, met my current wife, it was a job that could sustain me all through college, i learned a lot about people, but it has taken away other things from my life as well. I hope to regain those things with the new job. I will start with US Air, in a few weeks, and i am a little nervous.
I really just wanted to reflect on my sunday afternoon. I got home and bought a New York Times paper, ($5) made some good french press coffee, sat on my porch read and drank coffee in the cool spring afternoon air. None of this made me in a good mood, i was stll grumpy all afternoon. I was just real frusterated with myself for not being able to enjoy my afternoon with Jen. now the weekend is over and i have to start over. Jens weekend is over today is mine. i feel like i am in some sort of rut.
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My Dear Friend Cisco, I have been looking all over your site to see a picture of your amazing wife you keep talking about. I have never met her or seen her. I am SO excited that you are so happily married. I will continue to pray for you and your marriage. Marriage is like holding a mirror and a magnifying glass in front of you. It can be the most amazing thing and the whole world and it can be one of the most painful. Who knew that we could hurt the ones we love so deeply in our flesh. Anyway, send me a e-mail or something soon. Did you know we are pregnant again? #2 of the Schelkoph family :)
Love ya bro, and send my love to your beautiful wife.
Terri
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