not moving

Well I have not moved...not physically...more spiritually. I dont do anything. I started thinking about my relationship with my wife and how I have been kind of selfish, and started blaming her.(before I realized i was being selfish) Then I started thinking about all my relationships, mostly me and the big man up stairs. Then I thought of how I could try and make more of an effort, and started thinking of maybe going to a small group or something churchy, then I thought how did the disciples get closer to God. it seems they did stuff like walk, drink and eat, and help heal and feed people. well I do a couple of those things already but I am thinking of the feeding. maybe that will get me moving.