Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Life is for losing

Well we can never win, it seems that what ever we do we always lose. Earth is the closest i want to be to hell cause this sucks. Lets say you are me. You live so close to your love of your life you can walk to her house in your pajamas. You are getting married in three months, you move up in your job and dont have to serve tables anymore. things seem to be going good, but its easy to skrew it up, the past couple weeks you have worked like crazy, you are half awake, you cant remember if you dreams things or if they really happened, or if you saw it on TV. Jen goes away for vacation and you lose all reasoning, not calling means she is dead or married to a chippindale. When she gets back you manage to be a jack ass even though you missed her so much. And now what you have to look foward to is a crazy couple of months and being worried about money and whether or not you will make it out with out killing someone. oh and dont forget to not include time to worry about anything, ahhh ahhh ahhh ahh ahhhh ahhh ahhh ahhh. I am freakin out life just seems to be falling apart. my soundtrack is rage against the machine.

Now I never meant,
To do you wrong,
That’s what I came here to say.

But if I was wrong,
Then I’m sorry,
I don’t let it stand in our way.

As my head just aches,
When I think of,
The things that I shouldn’t have done.

But, life is for living,
We all know,
And I don’t wanna live it alone.

Sing,
Ah, ah, oh,
Sing,
Ah, ah, oh,
And just think,
Ah, ah, oh.
_coldplay

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